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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I miss mom!
Celebrating this years Ramadhan was not good for my family. Celebrating without my mom around. Even before Ramadhan starts she has left the house cz my parents quarrel. It was so sad for my siblings bt nt my dad. My siblings cried with lots of tears when she left home that night.

The incident happened on 24 August 2008 @ 11.15pm. That time i was playing with my laptop surfing the net as usual. Then suddenly my dad came into my room and talk to my mom. Out of a sudden,i saw my dad slapping my mom a few times on her face and mmy mom fell to the floor. I shouted,"BAPAK! BAPAK! BAPAK!" Then came my second brother who hugged my mom to protect her and pushed my dad away from ther. Me,my sister and my first brother was startled when we saw that! Immediately,my mom packed her clothes and leave that night. Me and my sis were still crying in my room and came my mom. She show me her face and i saw mars and bruises on her face. I couldn't say anything but just cry. My dad just sit in the hall and just watched my mom walked out the door. I heard mom calling my sis before she wanted to close the door. She salam my mom and my mom left a few words behind to me," Jaga adik baik-baik eh..." I was like Oh-No! Please don't go! whispered my heart.

After she left,the house were totally quiet like heaven. Seriously! Then,at around 12+,i asked my sis to sleep together. But we coul not sleep at all.. Even my sis said she can't sleep coz she thinks of my mom. What a pity of her! She's just a small girl and have been looking at all those incidents. But i forced her to sleep coz the next day she is schooling and same for me.

Unfortunately,the next day was my floorball final tournament. I kept silent to myself when people talk to me for that whole day. And also,i din't get to play for the finals! What a waste! This is not fair what.But i don't even care and still thinking about yesterday and my sis conditions.

Who is going to send and fetch her to and from school when everybody's busy? Who is she have to depends on if not my mom? Who is she going to joke to if not my mom? She is very closed to my mom. I've been crying everyday,every minutes and even i wanted to pray. Tears will fall down my cheek whenever the thought came into my mind.

Now,its been 1 month she does not get home but we sometimes call her to know her conditions. I will sometimes asked her to come home to tidy up the house whenever im busy with school. Like today,i get to meet her and she helped me tidy up the house. Before she wants to leave the house,she hugged me tightly and suddenly cried! I cried too! Then,she left the house and i continue crying. I always pray to god that she is safe and i really really hope that she will come back home as soon as possible maybe before Hari Raya. I really hope.. Please god. Bring my mom back to this house. I really miss her laughters and jokes.. =(

Got to go for now coz i've started crying.

~ { 8:33 PM }
promises to be kept silently;